Now, Kadaj, would I do something like that?

And if I do not? What will you do then? I know where Jenova is. You could search from now until the end of time and never find her.

Then again, perhaps she cured me. There's a possibility. Perhaps she is me. Perhaps her cells was the cure to Geostigma. Killing me or 'paying your respects' would put an end to those cells. Hmm. How would that leave you feeling, Kadaj?